Friday, July 31, 2009

Showed him and I told him how he struck me but I'm Fucked up now.........

Just change the "she" to a "he" and that's how I feel

There must be somethingIn the way I feel

That she don't want me to feel

The stare she bares cut me

I don't care

You see so what if I bleed

I could never change

Just what I feel

My face will never show

What is not real

A mountain never seems to have

The need to speak

A look that shares so many seek

The sweetest feeling

I got from youThe things

I said to you were true

I could never change

Just what I feel

My face will never show

What is not real

I could have lied I'm such a fool

My eyes could never never never

Keep their cool

Showed her and I told her how

She struck me but I'm fucked up now

But now she's gone yes she's gone away

A soulful song

That would not stay

You see she hides 'cause she is scared

But I don't care

I won't be spared

I could have lied I'm such a fool

My eyes could never never never

Keep their cool

Showed her and I told her how

She struck me but I'm fucked up now

I could have lied I'm such a fool

My eyes could never never never

Keep their cool

Showed her and I told her how

She struck me but I'm fucked up now

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Heartbreak is a bitch

All you have to do is make it right.




Tuesday, July 28, 2009

me myself and I

single mama
baking crazy
2 vw buses, 2 beatles
mutter to myself
empathetic
very sensitive
singing
swimming
yosemite fire
madrid bomb
tongue tacos
bites nails
collect old keys
steampunk
Mexico
southwest, west, PNW, south
2 pain disorders
loyal
love cartoons
read
social justice
peace
red
survivor
trickster

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Needs

"I crave you mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.

I hunger for your sleek laugh,
your hands the color of a savage harvest,
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.

I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your lovely body,
the sovereign nose of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,

and I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight,
hunting for you, for your hot heart,
Like a puma in the barrens of Quitratue."
~Pablo Neruda

Saturday, July 18, 2009

boom boom

boom boom
my heart
boom boom
my tears
boom boom
my ache
boom boom
my breath
boom boom
my fall

why not?Me?

cant you see what these dates do to my heart
summer fun with a fling i am not invited to participate
what happened to your affection
your warmness, your soul
did it fly away when you were sleeping
or was it snatched in the middle of the night while the
curtains fluttered.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Farmer's Market Part 2!! Woof.

"I've seen a look in dogs' eyes, a quickly vanishing look of amazed contempt, and I am convinced that basically dogs think humans are nuts." - John Steinbeck

If you can't decide between a Shepherd, a Setter or a Poodle, get them all ... adopt a mutt!" - ASPCA


Snif snif snif.................is that cookies and muffins I smell?

"He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion." - Unknown

~ Animals show us the way~
"I once decided not to date a guy because he wasn't excited to meet my dog. I mean, this was like not wanting to meet my mother." - Bonnie Schacter, Founder of the Single Pet Owner's Society Singles Group

To look into a dog's eyes, is to see the soul


"Whoever said you can't buy happiness forgot little puppies." - Gene Hill


I adore dogs. I miss my right hand man Willow everyday......................

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Man in the Parking Lot

Sending side glances at your neck-tie wearing ass.
Ya, that's right.
read my fuckin bumperstickers, eat your loaded calorieKFC massacre.
Go ahead, laugh out loud. It's stickers on a car man.
Wait, you notice me lookin. Hmm, You smile.
Love thoses roaming eyes. Like what you see Mr. ?
Watch me walk, to, that, oh no, car.
Sneer, one last up and down, walk to your maroon painted all purpose vehicle. Drive off with a squeal.
Damn, you the man. I am so sad.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Haircut Maintence

I love this style. It's just, well, I kinda lag on the up keep, hehe. Really. I need to get it done and well, I wanted to post this picture to remind me-GET A HAIRCUT!!!
That is all......................

Sunday, July 5, 2009

The Saturday Market Part 1-The food!!

"let thy food be thy medicine and thy medicine be thy food"~Hippocrates
"I am not a glutton-I am an explorer of food"~Erma Bombeck
"One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well"~Virginia Woolf
"Make [food] simple and let things taste of what they are"~Curnonsky


"Food is our common ground, a universal experience"~James Beard

Overheard, "well, we got kind of a hippy market down here." Haha. I totally dig it!

Friday, July 3, 2009

My heart grows




Shh.....he's holding my hand. I am giggling inside, full of light.

Wait! I wanna picture!! He pulls away, saying, "Never!" I don't know if they are turning out..................so, I click, click, click.
Summer. Time off to chill with my son. Holding my hand is waning.......


So, he surprises me with this token of mama love. I dig it.