These things I know

This is what I know........
I am sitting in a theatre full of
loud school children.
The one next to me
wears blue headphones.
I am wearing my green dress
with flowers.
I am trying to wait for the show to begin
amid
incoherent chattering of children.
I have 2 masses.
One in my abdomen.
One in my uterus.
I have a CT scan tomorrow.
I want to sleep.
Eyes.

Zombies and mermaids....oh my!!!!!!!!

Merry Winter!

meloncholy

No computer=????

I never thought having a computer would matter that much. Really.

We have no internet(except my pld skool phone) and no TV. It's a cool time to watch my son fill his time without me nagging him off the computer.

And who could blame him?

He is a boy.

He is visual.

Games are awesome.

So I am told.

Yep.

That's the kicker.

Mama ain't no computer playa.

Hem. Hem.

Except the Facebook and such.

So, I have the Comcast number written down to call for a time to "hook-up" our hook-up.

What shall we do when the computer comes to call?

The Heart Rate Increases

New school and student for me. Eek.

New school for G. Eek.

Moving into new apartment in new town a week after school starts. My stomach hurts. I wanna puke. I am trying to take it in stride, but my body is betraying me.

Parents moving to Arizona. Dad has another heart issue. Sigh.

Wants love. Tried again. Again. Blah. They want to fuck me. Not date me. I have no time.

I have my child 24/7. Shit.

Embrace the chaos!!!!!

Pale Shelter